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    October 17

    SOLITUDE

     
    “假使让我家住巴黎，我一定会跟没家一样的寂苦”（老舍）
     
     
     
    我很想坦诚地说，出国，对我来说，恐惧多于憧憬
    我不知道要怎么跟人沟通
    我不知道要怎么一直呆在一间小房子里
    我不知道要怎么煮饭
    我不知道需要帮助的时候可以找谁
    我不知道我会有多少我不知道的
    我不知道三年的时间是漫长还是转眼即逝
    没人强迫我，但我一直觉得，出国就像个义务，我必须要完成
    我觉得自己像是跟自己过不去
    这种感觉很难受
     
    不知道为什么看了欧大昆写的东西，眼泪哗啦哗啦地就下来了
    也许是老爸今天要回去了
    也许是其他的
    也许自己四年是失败的
    我在努力学习如何积极向上 但真的不容易
     
     
     
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    Lin Linwrote:
    小时候总觉得我们不像，越长大越觉得你后来的每一步走的都跟我一模一样每一时期的感受想法也跟我一样。Cheer up嘛，大坨给你买奶茶和葡挞吃撒。到了巴黎寒暑假都可以来纽约嘛，反正我接下来两年都在这里回不了国了
    Oct. 23

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